April 3, 2020 I was sliced open to give me my life back, and I have been fighting tooth and nail to get back to health. I want to scream because I am so happy!
Is that weird? Nah. Well to me it might be, I am just getting used to it.
I missed you all so much! The likes, shares, comments, emails, and the other small things you all do makes this all worth while. The first two months of recovery I felt like a jellyfish. My stomach would shake on its own, trying to mend itself back together. When I would take a “deep” breath in I’d smell the hospital all over again.
The thin white sheets wrapped around my frail body. The cold forced air filled my lungs. The nurses’ voices lingered in my ears…
Then just as quickly as I was transported there I was back at home with my next exhale. Standing there trying to ground myself. Recovery isn’t only physical. For me it felt 75% mental, 20% physical, and 5% of me trying to give a fuck during a panemic.
How long have we been in the house? It seems like forever now and the things that would normally bring us joy are now hazardous. I have always been a homebody, but this is starting to make me stir crazy. I miss human contact.
I miss smiling at others. Sharing that seemingly insignificant moment with a stranger is what makes us human.
There may be some of you that have been wondering where I went or why I haven’t written in a while. Well the world is on fire and it’s been hard to sit down and write when the world is literally on FIRE.
https://www.cnn.com/2020/10/27/us/california-fires-tuesday/index.html
What are you all doing to stay busy? What workouts are you all doing to stay fit, active, and healthy? Let me know down below!
QualiT 
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